What a wonderful caricature of intimacy

In an effort to pull myself together, I've made some harsh decisions. I have decided I will no longer return to "sick beds" and just leave people who make me miserable or who are not worth it behind. And I did. Quite a few people that I fought really hard to maintain a friendship with, I've let go. Today the final nail in the coffin was put. And I feel NOTHING. I don't even feel numb. I'm just apathetic to it all. I thought it'll hurt more, to realize dear friends are no longer dear nor are they friends. But it doesn't. Maybe that's a good thing. Maybe it's just the calm before the storm. I don't know.
I did my crying yesterday. I feel fine now. I feel at peace with who I am and where am I heading. This is good. This is progress.

In other news, McFly's new album is fantastic. I want to listen to it a bit more before writing my review, but I shall.